For the beautiful clouds,
For the dark storm,
For the brightest star, Sirius,
For the warm sunshine,
For the cold weather,
For the lovely wind,
       Invisible.


She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She’s never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through
She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus]

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we’re Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile

"Life is not passive."

-Ms. Tia, my math teacher

"Actually opened the door was easy, the hard part is closed it. Because we never know what will we find behind those doors."

-National Geographic Channel 'is it real? -vampires'

 

Hey, i wanna share a story of me :) In the end of last January, I was hospitalized, and it was the first time for me being hospitalized. Let the story begin ;)

On Monday, 23rd of January, I got bad headache, really really bad, and decided to go to bed. Then in the midnight I found that I attacked by fever. Mom gave me febrifuge and we thought I'm gonna be okay on the next day.

But, on the next day, the fever still did not recover. We decided to go to the doctor and I didn't go to school. In the hospital, the doctor said that if the fever didn't recover until the day three, namely Thursday, I should do blood checks.

Score! The fever was still on me till Thursday. And yeah, on Thursday I did blood checks on the clinic near my home. The result said, I got Typhus. The doctor on the clinic said I didn't have to be hospitalized, I just needed a lot of rest. Then we came home, and my classmates came to see me. They're really kind {} I'm grateful I have them.

On Friday, I felt worse, and worse. I didn't know why. My parents decided to take me to the hospital and we went there at 9 a.m. In there, we had to wait for the doctor and I was the tenth on the queue. Guess what? We enetered the doctor's room at 12! The doctor suggested me to do the blood checks, again! The result still said that I got Typhus and symptoms of dengue fever. Doctor said I had to be hospitalized.

The nurse put the infusion on my left hand and I was scared and wondering, "Is this gonna be really hurt or something?" But the fact wasn't as scared as I thought.


I didn't get room. The hospital was full of patients. We had to wait, because the nurse said there will be empty room at 6 p.m. YES. At 6. I was put on a room like waiting room and there was a bed so i could take rest. Can you imagine that? For 6 hours I was waiting for a room with my left hand that has been one together with infusion.
Finally, 6 p.m. came. The nurse took a wheelchair for me to help me go to 4th floor. I still could walk alone! But the nurse was forced, so that's it.

When i entered the room, I felt like.. nothing. I mean, it was the first time for me being hospitalized. So I just smiled and hope I'm gonna be alright soon.

Nggak terasa, 15 hari lagi UAN!!!
Hiks, tambah stress hari demi hari...
23 April, "Hari pembuktian setelah 3 tahun belajar di SMP", kata temen.
Sekarang nggak boleh lagi tidur malem, nggak boleh main internet lama-lama, harus banyak latihan soal, harus rajin ikut bimbel, daaaaan sebagai-sebagainya. Sepertinya saya harus berhenti mengeluh. Jika saya mulai mengeluh, saya mungkin tidak akan berhenti mengetik, karena akan ada banyak keluhan yang saya keluarkan. Jadi saya mencoba untuk berhenti mengeluh, walau susah. Hmmm -___-
Kamis kemaren ada acara pelepasan buat kelas 9.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa semakin deket aja sama farewell and those sad things.
Ngomong-ngomong soal SMA nih ya, Ibu getol banget nyuruh masuk pesantren. Kemaren pas habis nonton Negeri 5 Menara, saya speechless. Ceritanya rada-rada mirip sama saya. - Ibu yang menyuruh anaknya masuk pesantren, dan anaknya tidak mau. Namun, dengan dukungan dari teman-teman, keluarga, dan semangat untuk maju, anak tersebut bisa berhasil.- Setelah nonton, Ibu saya bilang, "Mbak, masuk pesantren aja. Tuh, bisa sukses, ke luar negeri." "Nanti ya, Bu. Mbak pikir-pikir dulu." :D haha jawaban yang paling aman.