Hai! Sudah terlalu lama ya, tidak posting. Maaf. Sibuk nih. Hahaha alasan mulu yak? :p
Guys, guess what?!! I'M FINALLY FIFTEEN!!! Hahaha yes, I'm happy! Okay, let the story begin yaaa :)
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Akhirnya tanggal 18 Juni datang. Gue merasa sangaaaaattt senang sekaligus sedih. *loh? Iya, karena besoknya tanggal 19 gue harus ke Malang, mau ngelanjutin SMA di Malang. Hahaha kalo diurutin hidup gue bisa dijadiin sinetron loh :p muahahaha, okee BENANG MERAH!

Malam 17 Juni 2012
Gue bersikeras nggak mau tidur sampe tanggal 18 Juni dateng alias nungguin sampe jam 12 malem. Jadi kerjaan gue di kamar cuma twitteran sama kluget sana kluget sini. Temen di twitter sih masih banyak yang online soooo gue juga nggak kesepian. Ada yang baik hati nemenin sampe jam 12 malem lagi :) muahahaha. Tapi, PRAHARA datang -_- jam setengah 12 ibu masuk kamar dan ngelonin gue. Gue pura-pura tidur sambil 'agak' gemeteran megang hape. Akhirnya setelah nunggu sekitar 15 menitan dan gue yakin ibu udah pules tidurnya, gue bangkit dari sarang :p dan nunggu lagi :)

18 Juni 2012 jam 00.00
Yeayy!! Yippie!! muahaha
Okaayy, thanks to @nadiatamam for the wishes. You're the first :p
Trus my Oneesan Oshii :* @ayuudty
Daaannn semuaaanyaa yang udah ngucapin, atha sayang kalian semua ({})

18 Juni jam 01.00
Gue mulai merasa ngantuk dan memutuskan untuk pergi tidur :)

18 Juni 2012 Pagi :)
Wishes mulai berdatangan wk :p dan gue balesin satu-satu. Makasih semuanyaaa!! ({})
Dan gue pun mandi dan nungguin mereka- mereka yang janji mau ke rumah.

Sekitar jam 11 mereka dateng. Gue agak kecewa karena yang dateng cuma Ica, Udty, sama Mulei. Tapi nggak papa deh, yang penting mereka mau dateng, dan yang lain mungkin ada acara.
Ibu nyuruh gue ganti baju karena rencananya hari itu ibu mau nraktir temen-temen, sekaligus perpisahan :|
Setelah gue selesai ganti baju, mereka menjalankan modus ternyata. Mereka bilang haus, pengen beli es buah di depan rumah gue. Seperti biasa, ibu nyuruh gue yang beliin. Tanpa ada firasat buruk apapun, gue dengan santai berjalan keluar pager. TERNYATA di luar pager udah ada Ika sama Nopi YANG PARAHNYA udah bawa dua kantong tepung yang udah siap lempar. Gue pasrah. Dengan teriakan-teriakan khas cewek yang jadi backsound, hanya dalam beberapa menit halaman rumah gue jadi lapangan yang bersalju. Masih nggak puas dengan itu, mereka juga bawa kopi dan telor. Yaiks.
Malangnya Udty :( haha
Oneesan gue ini ulang tahun tanggal 14 Juni yang lalu. Dia disuruh bawa telor tapi dia menyesali itu. Dia juga ditimpukin! Muahaha sabar ya Oneesan :*
SS mana? SS mana?
Ss dateng terakhiran dan bawa sesuatu yang paling iyawks. Ternyata semalem, pacar Louis Tomlinson ini buat 'ramuan' yang terdiri dari tepung, air, dan telor, yang hasilnya kayak lem sagu ituloh! Iyaawwwwkkkssss.

Hasil Kerjaan cimi cimi kuuu :*

Senandung desir ceria
bagikan aku pucuk lembayun jingga
abaikan kelam pekat yang mendera
hinggap aku pelangi warna

Sang surya merona
alunkan kidung bahagia
yakinkan bukan bayangan fana
setetes embun dari angkasa

Gaung pernah meronta
bisikkan tangis nestapa
tinggalkan senyum tak sama
hanya sajak berbait tiga

For the beautiful clouds,
For the dark storm,
For the brightest star, Sirius,
For the warm sunshine,
For the cold weather,
For the lovely wind,
       Invisible.


She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She’s never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through
She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus]

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we’re Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile

"Life is not passive."

-Ms. Tia, my math teacher

"Actually opened the door was easy, the hard part is closed it. Because we never know what will we find behind those doors."

-National Geographic Channel 'is it real? -vampires'

 

Hey, i wanna share a story of me :) In the end of last January, I was hospitalized, and it was the first time for me being hospitalized. Let the story begin ;)

On Monday, 23rd of January, I got bad headache, really really bad, and decided to go to bed. Then in the midnight I found that I attacked by fever. Mom gave me febrifuge and we thought I'm gonna be okay on the next day.

But, on the next day, the fever still did not recover. We decided to go to the doctor and I didn't go to school. In the hospital, the doctor said that if the fever didn't recover until the day three, namely Thursday, I should do blood checks.

Score! The fever was still on me till Thursday. And yeah, on Thursday I did blood checks on the clinic near my home. The result said, I got Typhus. The doctor on the clinic said I didn't have to be hospitalized, I just needed a lot of rest. Then we came home, and my classmates came to see me. They're really kind {} I'm grateful I have them.

On Friday, I felt worse, and worse. I didn't know why. My parents decided to take me to the hospital and we went there at 9 a.m. In there, we had to wait for the doctor and I was the tenth on the queue. Guess what? We enetered the doctor's room at 12! The doctor suggested me to do the blood checks, again! The result still said that I got Typhus and symptoms of dengue fever. Doctor said I had to be hospitalized.

The nurse put the infusion on my left hand and I was scared and wondering, "Is this gonna be really hurt or something?" But the fact wasn't as scared as I thought.


I didn't get room. The hospital was full of patients. We had to wait, because the nurse said there will be empty room at 6 p.m. YES. At 6. I was put on a room like waiting room and there was a bed so i could take rest. Can you imagine that? For 6 hours I was waiting for a room with my left hand that has been one together with infusion.
Finally, 6 p.m. came. The nurse took a wheelchair for me to help me go to 4th floor. I still could walk alone! But the nurse was forced, so that's it.

When i entered the room, I felt like.. nothing. I mean, it was the first time for me being hospitalized. So I just smiled and hope I'm gonna be alright soon.