how do you wanna be treated?

You know what it feels like to have someone stabs you from behind? I know I'm not that innocent or kind or cute, but somehow, it hurts. It hurts knowing you feel youre better than someone when actually you do not.

Does it hurts holding tight a ball of needles?
You always think youre clever enough to make the pain goes away.
And it hurts even more knowing youre not clever enough.

How does it feel to have someone to talk to?
You always feel youre kind enough to make people likes you.
And they hate you even more knowing youre not kind enough.

People said treat people like how you want to be treated.
But as I grown up, I found that phrase is kind of bullshit.
You know what?
You treat people nicely, wishing they would nicely treat you back.
Youre giving so much in a relationship but did you get the cashback?
No?
Now you agree.

Society treats you differently.
So you should treat people depends on how they treat the others.
My advice, if you feel youre too kind, or its really hard for you to say no,
be ready to get hurt.
A lot.